There was a ninth-grade girl who seemed to be like every other ninth-grade girl, but she wasn’t, she was different from the rest. She was five-foot four and weighed a measly ninety-five pounds. You could see her bones wrapped up by a thin layer of coarse skin, but there was no muscle to be found. She lied to everyone who asked her if she had a problem. This girl didn’t eat a healthy diet, didn’t exercise her body in a healthy way, and she was slowly withering away into a walking corpse. This girl was me. I was suffering from a disease known as anorexia nervosa. Anorexia nervosa is a disease that has three main features: refusal to maintain a healthy body weight, a strong fear of gaining weight, and a distorted body image (Anorexia Nervosa). Anorexia nervosa is a fascinating difficult-to-treat disease that affects the body and the mind.
Anorexia nervosa is a disease that revolves around the thought of “Never being skinny enough.” Once someone starts to live an anorexic lifestyle nothing else in his or her life matters anymore. Family, friends and other activities are pushed aside because all that matters in the life of someone with anorexia is losing weight (Anorexia Nervosa). However, anorexia isn’t just about eating unhealthy. Anorexia is about malnutrition, excessive weight loss and starvation of the body. Anorexia isn’t a very popular disease. Anorexia appears in less than one percent of girls (Rosen, Meghan).
My anorexia developed because I wanted to be beautiful, and I naturally thought skinny was beautiful. I wanted to impress my parents, my friends, but mostly I wanted to impress a boy I had a crush on. I thought that this boy didn’t like me because I wasn’t pretty enough, so I thought if I was skinny he would think I’m pretty.
My cause is one of the many different causes out there.The reason an individual may start living an anorexic lifestyle could come develop from media, bullying, family genetics, stressful-life situations,the feeling of having control in one aspect of his or her's life, or the need to be perfect.
Women and men who are displayed on television tend to be rather thin or in shape, such as Victoria's-Secret models or the Insanity-workout models. When a male or female watches television and sees these perfectly-sculptured-human beings he or she sometimes feels the need to be that ¨perfect size" also (Media, Body Image). The media pushes the ¨perfect size¨ in a subliminal manor by displaying thin people in commercials opposed to normal-size or slightly-overweight people. ¨Eighty percent of Americans watch T.V. daily¨ (Media, Body Image). This statistic means that eighty percent of America's population is exposed to the pressure of being the ¨perfect size.¨
Bullying is another factor that may cause anorexia. Being called fat is one moment that is hard to forget whether the person calling you fat is doing it in a sarcastic manner or not. Once someone is called fat he or she may take this as a challenge to lose weight....