Not single! Creative!
I’m pretty often asked if I’m single. The answer is yes and no. I mean I am single, but my life is spinning in different direction. I’m creative. I create. I observe life and will probably be its eternal humble student. I watch, I see, I notice. I analyze, search for patterns of creation, behavior, relationships. Causes and results. I understand relations between patterns. And after all I mix patterns into new creations.
Being single is wonderful! I’m never bored. I’m always preoccupied with things I do, with things I think about. Life is full of challenges. My life has a purpose. It has a meaning. I love my self and I putted me first in my life. I am a single mother and I also need to make a living and take care of my loving little one. My life is full of love. I am happy, fulfilled. I don’t need to be in a relationship. I created my own space under the Sun. My life is like the lyrics from one of my favorite songs. And yes, I wish some day I will be able to sing it like Shirley Bassey.
I am what I am
I am my own special creation.
So come take a look,
Give me the hook or the ovation.
It's my world that I want to take a little pride in,
My world, and it's not a place I have to hide in.
Life's not worth a damn,
'Til you can say, "Hey world, I am what I am."
Yes, I am acknowledged, educated, but this is not a part of my being, not a definition of me. Neither is being single. These are results of hard work. What really defines me is eternal question: What can I do? What can be done? Only a result counts. I think of something and do my best to make it true. I create all the time. My mind is hyperactive. I never stop. And nothing feels better when you see the results. What feels even better are reactions of people.
Men are like men. They come and go. I don’t have time to play games of seduction and tie them in a relationship. If a man is with me, than he is. I don’t have the right to change him, nor does he have a right to change me. Yes, I would love to be in a relationship, but I would prefer a dear loving and supportive friend. Someone I could spontaneously talk to and feel emotional support.