Greatness Is Mine Essay

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had an old song by Tony Christie that my Mother used to love running through my head, but the words had somehow changed to better suit my dire situation. Yes dire. OK, I'm Sally Travis, I'm twenty eight years old, I manage a boutique fashion store, I live in a large city and so far I am unmarried. I... well I... I might just let the song tell this part of the story, OK?Sunrise, this is the last day that I'll ever be,Waking a virgin (at least one of three),And I face this new day with much fear.'Cos I foolishly promised my rear.I started out in my journey to womanhood like a lot of girls. Through high school I was sweet and innocent. For a long time I didn't like boys, but then I kissed David Grange at a party when I was sixteen, and I thought I was in love. I thought he was in love too, but two weeks later he got sick of me refusing to let him go any further and he dumped me to try his luck elsewhere. I was devastated. It took me ages to build up the confidence to try again, but eventually I did. I managed to avoid doing anything more than kissing until I was eighteen, and even after that I took things slowly, but eventually I graduated from heavy petting, to giving, er, hand relief, then oral sex and finally I went all the way. Well I thought that was finally, but there was one more possibility that I never even considered at that stage. But now it was going to happen. Take it away Tony.When I drove into town with the sun going down,I went straight to a bar, my reluctance to drown.With regret I had come, but I wanted to run,From a nervous concern for my rear,My last pristine part, yes my rear.I sat on a bar stool and stared into my second Martini. I was wondering how I had let him talk me into this, and as I wondered my mind wandered back to Gerald Moore. He was my first first. Yes, I know that sounds weird, but he was the guy who took my oral virginity. Gerald was fun with a capital 'F'. He was on the football team, and while he wasn't one of the stars he always did well. We would go out on Saturday nights after the game and we'd end up at the local lover's lane snuggling together in the back seat of his car. He was kind and understanding with me, giving me time to get used to things. The first time we went there we just kissed, but the next time he gently rubbed my breasts through my clothes. This scared me at first, and I tensed right up, but after a while I relaxed and started to enjoy it. The sensations were nice, but the best thing was having his undivided attention. I was naive enough to think he was only considering me and my pleasure. A couple of weeks later he worked his hand under my bra, and the sensations got a lot better. Pretty soon it had got to the point where I was letting him suck my breasts and nipples, but only if there was nobody else around.Eventually he convinced me to touch his thing. OK, I mean his penis, I'm...

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