New York city, It seems so far away. Especially for someone like me who has basically grown up
in Louisville Kentucky their whole life. This is my home this is where everything I know is, I
hate to even think of stepping out of my comfort zone and living on my own. Its so scary to think
of leaving my friends and family to go to college. My mom is crazy, she acts like she wants me
gone, she says it will be good for me(IM thinking, it will be good for you because you will have
an extra bedroom). My other option is staying here and going to ...view middle of the document...
especially after the
whole 9/11 thing happened, thers about fifty reasons to stay in my safe home of Louisville right
there. Ok seriously think about this I wont know one single person up there, or in like 500 miles
from that area, I will be completely isolated. what if I dont make any friends, what if the people
up there dont like me. What if I dont like my classes or teachers, I wont have anyone there to vent
my frustrations to. There are to many what ifs.
On the other hand there are tons of good what ifs also, like what I do make lots of friends.
I will have to live in a dorm with other girls who go there which would kinda force me to make
friends. I will get to do what I love to do. Maybe even become a fashion designer like I really
wanna do. It would be really cool to live in a big city and be able to just walk everywhere I need
to be. Also if i really want to be a succesful fashion designer i need to go to a college like this
one and be in that kind of environment to help me get what i really want. I really think that once i
get up there i will be ok its just getting there that scares me. There are so many good things that
could happen, only if i could get over my fears an insecurities of leaving my home.