“Do give me a call, honey… huh, what's that supposed to mean, sister?” Adrian started to tease me when he drove us home, commenting on the hospitality presented by the teacher towards myself. It has been predicted that I’ll get pestered by him for the scene he has sighted.
“Witnessing how she hugged you and the way she kissed your cheek before we left, clearly hinting her feelings. Why on earth that I’ve missed to see how charming my sister can be?” He added, bending his head slightly to me with a taunting grin.
“She was only attempting to be nice Andy, nothing else. That’s what girls always do, don’t they?”
“C’mon, sis. I can distinguish by the expression in her optics. So obviously, you ...view middle of the document...
To me, I discover freedom and peace I’m looking for by involving myself in such activities. Far from the commotions, from people who every so often talk so much, seemly relishing from gossiping nonsense and naturally, boring conversations like that, on the whole ended me up in a deepest boredom. However, on that point, there are certain kind of people who excite me to talk with, for instance, of course, Miss Sophia, Adrian and yea, I’ve found to assert here, Miss Rina, ever since the dramatic event. Classmates and schoolmates, needless to say, I have none. They were just friends I met at school, nothing more, and nothing less.
“What about fishing? Like the valuable olden days.” I suggested and he agreed.
“That’s a sound thought. I miss fishing. Would you wish to invite your Rina? I bet she would be delighted to receive the invitation. Should be fun. A picnic by the river, what say you?”
“Rina again… ”
“Your girlfriend…” His sentence made me smile, recalling the kiss I stumbled upon with my teacher before he came and stole the marvel away.
“She proposed me to be her butch.” At last I revealed the truth. This confusion needed to be shared since I couldn’t keep it alone.
“Seriously?” Little bit shocked, on the contrary, he’s then brought out some laugh.
“Yea… but bro, there’s someone I actually think a lot of. Someone from school.”
“This is thought-provoking. You shouldn’t let it to yourself, I’m your twin, remember, there’s no line between us. We share everything.”
“Yea, that’s what I intend to bring out. Matters are not that smooth from the fourth dimension when we are apart, you do it. I feel unaided… contrariwise, since you are here for the school break, let’s utilize the chance.”
“Positively, sis. Naught is a cloak-and-dagger between us.” I looked carefully at my brother’s face. The time has come to divulge what has been attacking my heart and soul, lately. The confusions, the emotions, the puzzles… I never realized for how long I have been kept this inside, but since I bumped into the incident with Miss Rina, not forgetting the sweet conversation I had with Miss Sophia, I turned out to be vigilant and sensitive of the matters. This was never an issue to me, even though I had a few hits at school before. Time has changed. Little by little I realized and it happened to be clearer about myself, being in a state of another transition. Love. Affection. Without me realizing it, that was what I'm learning. And for that reason, I must keep in mind that I shouldn’t let myself shudder during the transmission.
“I know I’m a gay. Sad if this sounds wicked to you, but this is the truth. I can’t change this.” It came out at last. There was no reaction on my brother’s face. He stayed calm on his seat, looking at me, smiling.
“Andrey, I recognize it long before. Don’t need to tell me, I’m well aware of it and truthfully understand you. Don't fuss about it. Whoever you are, nothing can break us. You’re my sister, my only brother. Don’t feel pressured.”...