You Simply Ask Me Essay

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You simply ask me “why I should be FashPhenomenon's prom queen?” My reasoning’s why have nothing to do with success, competition or fame. Just A brief description of who I am and yet to become. I’m just an ordinary teenage female expressing her thoughts through her writing. As I think about yesterdays past it brings me to a road where there are no turns. I must stop and share my sorrow as I ease the pain on paper. After being together for many years the definition of love was finally defined by both mother and father. My mother was conceived at the age of seventeen by my father. Both individuals were still attending High School. After my father found out he was going to be a father he denied me as his child. He then made my mother take a DNA test to determine whether or not I was really his child. My mother dropped out of high school and was alone for awhile, not having anyone to help her with her needs. I was given the name Ashley Ann Rodriguez on December 28,1991. I am nineteen years old and a senior attending New Dorp High School. I am the oldest out of my four other siblings. The perfect definition to describe my lifestyle is "struggle." Growing up in my shoes wasn't as pleasant as life should be. I was never given the opportunity to experience the lifestyle of a stable home. It was more like a home that was just happy having the ability to spend quality time with your loved ones. Life as a young girl was difficult having to move from place to place, from living in shelters to living with friends and family members. My mother was a single mother who didn't care about many things in her life other then her relationships and drinking problem. I would constantly watch my mother get beaten by so many men and there was nothing that I was able to do. I was young and afraid and there were so many times that my siblings and I almost was almost taken away by social services. If we were to separate from one another that would definitely be the end of my world. As for my father he lives far away and I never really see him much because he is always busy with his job. Life always had new beginnings for me, but this nightmare that I was having never vanished from my dreams. My grandmother is my idol and the only one who has always been here for me no matter what the outcome was at the end of the day. My Grandmother is widowed women who is very independent and does what she has to do in order to make it in life to take care of her granddaughters. My grandmother has had custody of my siblings and me for many years. We are currently living in the Berry Homes in a two bed room apartment. I make sure to keep our home clean therefore it looks presentable for the outsiders who...

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